Forest | 林

Time has come to fucking 2026. Snow— snow thick as phlegm submerges me, violates me.

Twenty years ago, here too, in this tangle of cobwebs, I imagined myself becoming a skeleton— blood and flesh and soul, the barrenness inside the marrow, all handed over to you. I wanted only the skeleton.

The skeleton grows into a tree. The soul takes refuge in time. A forest of one lone tree.

O hollow, empty ribs, grow me a liver— scarlet, yet warm me.

时间来到他妈的 2026 浓痰般的雪浸没我 侵犯我

二十年前 也是在这堆 蛛网里 我幻想自己 成为一副骨架, 血与肉与灵 骨髓里的贫瘠 交接给你 我只要骨架就好

骨架长大成树 魂魄皈依时间 孤木之林

空空荡荡的肋骨啊, 生长出肝脏吧 猩红但 温暖我

A snowy forest street at night
-- 2026年1月,摄于北京 January, 2026, taken in Beijing